Painter

A song I wrote as an apology to my Wife for pushing her away because of a quickly passing fear of commitment I went through while we were dating.

@heyshadowsmith

October 17, 2013

I'm not expecting you to forget what I said,
but I'd like to forget what I did
I'm sorry isn't good enough
Those words don't have the strength
to pull the knife from your side
that I buried so tight
when I was out of my mind
I'm sorry isn't good enough

I'm not scared of me and you together
We may last forever
Now I'm living day-by-day painting smiles on your face

What a wonderful day to be a painter
What a wonderful day to be a painter

I did what I had to do to start over new with you
even though your heart took a bruise
I'm sorry isn't good enough,
but everything will be alright
This time lets take our moments
One breath in line, one step out of our minds, yeah
I'm sorry isn't good enough

I'm not scared of me and you together
We may last forever
Now I'm living day-by-day painting smiles on your face

What a wonderful day when you're beside me
gifting chills like a one-ofa-kind daydream symphony
I die inside
knowing I stole tears from their homes in your eyes with my coward lines
I'm done, no more, I'm done
I will never win a battle I always run from
So here I am with my words and my music
to sum it up for you

I'm not scared anymore
I just want you to know
that I'm not scared anymore
My actions will show you
that I'm not scared

I'm not scared of me and you together
We may last forever now
I'm living day-by-day painting smiles on your face (that I'm not scared)

I'm not scared of me and you together
We may last forever now
I'm living day-by-day painting smiles on your face (that I'm not scared)

I'm not scared of me and you together
We may last forever now
I'm living day-by-day painting smiles on your face (that I'm not scared)

I'm not scared of me and you together
We may last forever now
I'm living day-by-day painting smiles on your face (that I'm not scared)

What a wonderful day to be a painter

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